Me a Magician, where did that come from?

Where did that come from? For the very first time, for as long as I can remember, I dreamt that I was going to have to perform magic in front of a small audience, not voluntarily though – never a stage person unless I have to. So it all started when I was asked by two friends and my biggest weakness was to never say no to a person, even in my dreams. Agreed to it and decided to practice. What was I suppose to perform? Making the rabbit disappear into the hat. So I played with the very fury and fat bunny for awhile before I told it to put itself into the hat, at the same time doubting that it was going to be able to fit. As crazy as it sounds, the bunny did pick up the hat and put it on, got stuck halfway down and tried a second time. “I knew you couldn’t fit in,” I said to myself. And then I woke. First thing I thought of, the reason why I could’ve woken up, was because I didn’t want to go through the magic performance knowing that my trick wouldn’t work – work of saving face?? Whether or not there was anything else that happened after that, I don’t recall.

Here’s what dream interpretation has got to say, nothing too positive fancy though:

Source: http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/m.htm

When you dream about magic: To perform or dream of magic suggests that you need to look at things from a different view or approach your problems from a new angle in order to successfully move forward. Alternatively, magic symbolizes creativity and wonder. Perhaps someone or something has caused you to be in awe. The dream may also be a metaphor that you or someone is “up to some trick'”.

When you dream about magician, in this story, I am the ‘magician’: To see or dream that you are a magician signifies that an issue or a task at hand may be trickier than you had anticipated. You are feeling disillusioned. Alternatively, the dream means that you are trying to fool yourself or someone into believing something that you know is not true.

My thoughts on magic: I would definitely believe that it may be a sign that it’s time to look at things from a different point of view. There’s always a need to do so to have a better perspective of things, weltanschauung (“World View”), something I learned not so long ago. However I would also like to take into consideration that perhaps someone or something has awed me.  And on the last part about me or someone who is “up to some trick”, that would be an interesting thing to find out. Question is, was the dream a sign of something that has already happened, or was it a dream that was telling me that something is ABOUT to happen? *Shrugs…

My thoughts on magician: Nothing’s ever simple in life, so maybe I may have underestimated some things. Perhaps I was because the rabbit couldn’t even fit into the hat that it was suppose to disappear into. But I already had a feeling it wasn’t going to, so what does that mean? OR better yet, am I fooling myself? I’ve definitely not been trying to fool anyone, never have, unless it was unintentionally then I have nothing to say.

Conclusion: No definite interpretation. As usual, your mind thinks what it wants to accept as the best interpretation, what I would call an “author’s biased opinion”.